Orkar inte mer

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Orkar inte... jag orkade inte gå i kyrkan idag heller... känns som det inte är lönt längre... mitt hjärta vill inte va med gud.

Ok, men strunta i Gud då!

zoidar skrev: Vaknar uppe varje morgon, rädd för straff, rädd.. Jag orkar inte mer ...

Jag sitter här framför datorn, och jag känner bara, jag ger upp, jag orkar inte mer ... när jag ger upp känner jag lugn och frid...

Det är väl bra då om du har frid .

Peter du måste döpa dig! du tro att du ställt dig utanför Gud, men det har du inte, Gud vill ha dig som du är, och en kula för pannan löser inget.

fundera inte så mycket bara döp dig så får du Herrens frid för då lämnar du dessa bryderier bakom dig, så tror jag.

ja, strunta i Gud. Lev ditt liv bara.